It hurts to see that I myself, don't realize that I am capable of greater things. I've set myself a limiter that I can only do this and that.
Hurts to see me do this, but it has to change.
meeting her officially and getting to know her is just something.
Felt like magic. She may not know it how special it is to me, but it feels like magic.
do you sometimes shed tears from extreme happiness? for those times that you relinquish every moment that you feel so high in emotions?
those are the best. should have told myself previously that things will get better soon.
Padayon lagi. Padayon. β€οΈ
Never had a vacation that made me shed tears from extreme happiness, until nagkaroon ako ng kauban sa laagan in Northern Mindanao.
The universe indeed conspires when you want something.
Nalingaw ako diay. Kapoy pero worth it man pud. Naa'y ako rason na mubalik sa susunod β€οΈ
TW: Suicide
Yesternight, I was looking for a perfect spot to jump. But then, I got lazy. Turned it out it would hurt really bad.
05 Feb 2024. The night that I had the greatest urge to end it all.
However, I didn't do it. Woke up the next morning enjoying my coffee.
got caught up with too much self-imposed pressure for the past two weeks. I never had the opportunity to check myself out.
everything bottled up to the point that I said something so hurtful.
i still hate myself for this toxic attitude, i better change big time.
@4n6ebatic The oysters are the best part (for me). They're cheap. Make sure to ask the locals on where to get the best La Paz Batchoy (had mine sa Lapaz Market kasi malapit lang siya from where I stayed). You'll have fun in ILO!
1 year apart. So proud of u for making it this far in life. β€οΈ
I guess, let's have more spontaneous and memorable decisions in life starting now? β¨οΈ
I'm way too tired to live nowadays. All I think about is retirement. At this point, with my current profession, I don't think I'll be able to retire. Probably work until death.
How is everyone doing nowadays?
Haven't been well for me. It's the inner demons again telling me I'm not cut out for this role. It's them telling me to just throw in the towel.
I've been getting a lot of anxieties these days, and it's been getting way worse.
may mukha sosyal na tita nag ask saken if shopping cart ko daw ba to, san ko nabili , if sa pinas daw ba
I said yes pwede po tas pwede pa patungan or upuan kung magaan ka hahaha
Sana makabili sya πβ¨ kahit di ka artist need mo neto i think HAHAHAH budol hours
why am I considering s****** every now and then? Maybe I couldn't figure things out yet? Maybe I'm bad with money handling? Maybe I'm nearing 30s and still parang hindi pa rin successful sa life huh.
Hi mom and dad, your eldest is a fucking failure in life