Ethan

I don't know what's happening. #BSH

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< he wanted me to know. I had found myself on the wrong side of the tracks. Little did I know, my father had been raised there.~

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< months that my father hated me for that and that’s what made me push away from them. I felt like both of my parents didn’t understand, boy was I wrong.

That’s why I decided to stay back home for a while. There were matters that needed to be handled with my father and stories>

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< convince one of. The talk I had with my dad was both enraging and enlightening though. Secrets had been kept in this family for a long time, Ones that explained why my father had been so upset the day he saw me blow up and turn right in front of him. I had thought for several>

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< I wondered if my parents had really moved to the city just for work or if there was a deeper reason, one that didn’t just involve the tragedy that was my mothers family tree. Of course she had several good reasons to want to stay away from La Push, more than just a job could >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< brief and simple. As much as I wanted to go back to La Push at the end of summer, something had stopped me. Something very unexpected; my dad had actually come into my room and sat down to talk, face to face since I had first wolfed out on him and my mom. There were times when>

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

~What have I been up to? That was the gist of the text that @PetulantPaws had sent me an hour ago. The question could have honestly been, what hadn’t I been up to? A few texts here and there had been sent out the past few months to both #Paul and @MaskedMischief, but they were >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< call to let them know I would back soon.~

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< I was a total stranger in this world and didn't want to show any colors. Now though I need to give @PetulantPaws and @Native_Runaway a >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< I had done it previously out my backyard the circumstances were different. Back then I didn't know what was happening or why. Back then >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< down anyone who tried to stop me now. Now though I was itching to shift, to just go out and run but I was stuck in the city. Although>

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< terrified of who may see me or what I would get myself into, but the more I had shifted the easier it was to realize that I could take >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

~I think that not shifting for several weeks was getting to me in a different way than it had before. Before I was afraid to shift, I was >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< waiting for me.~

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< that I am who I am for a reason.

Finally I pulled myself out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. Another day of video games was >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< allowed to shift when I wanted to. The fear of shifting had been buried in the past so maybe being away was a good thing. I was learning >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< starting soon and I couldn't have been more excited to get back to La Push. Not only did I want to see my friends but I liked when I was >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< besides the sound of the dishwasher which mom always ran before leaving the house. At least I wouldn't be here much longer; school was >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< wouldn't, he would just ignore me the rest of my life. Taking in a deep breath I listened to the sounds of the house. It sounded empty >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< wasn't fond of who I was now but would he actually say those things to me or think that I could cure myself? No, I had to tell myself he >

[Ethan @CooledWolf]

< I opened my eyes, orientating myself with the world. The scene I had just slipped out of had seemed too real but also surreal. My dad >