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Start it off with a tiny bit
But not too much, so you can quit.
Still in control with nothing but wonders
As it watches you fall into a slumber.
Strapped up around your arm
Feeling no pain feeling no harm,
Safely sound as you may feel-
But trust me this is not the deal.
I'm sorry to say this isn't fake.
Before I died, I wept - I cried,
Thinking of all the ways to stay alive
Saying to myself,
What did I do? and Why couldn't I see?
That this gift from hell has blinded me
Having that said - it doesn't compare.
Wishing I could take it back,