Its so hard trying to be "just friends" with someone I cant just drop my feelings for even tho I lost my chance at being with them. I wish I could just stop the love I have for you I wish I could stop being jealous of you interacting with ur friends the way you interact with me.
Passive suicidal ideation is when you don’t necessarily want to end your life, but you wish you could stop existing. It’s wishing you wouldn’t wake up, or feeling indifferent toward death, without having a plan or intention to hurt yourself.
I have no fucking right to feel as shitty as I do. I dont have the right to feel as shit as I do when every bad fucking thing in my life is my own fault. I dont have the right to cry cause every reason I am is cause I'm a shitty fucking person. So why do I feel like this
“i use dude/bro all the time for everyone. it’s gender neutral.” oh, okay……. sure. but, do you realize that makes most people uncomfortable? like, you are making a bad first impression with literally 75% of the people you meet. that… doesn’t bother you?
If you prioritize looks over personality you are not a good person btw. Yes its ok to have standards with looks but its also important to love the imperfections of your partner and not expect everyone you date to be a 8+/10