Seeing @Moan4Munro chime in after our last encounter is making me feel a way because idk how someone soo unprofessional could be saying anything at all. The moment I get some downtime, I swearโฆ
I definitely need to say my piece about a recent situation with @frecklemonade_ and @xxxtryout.
Had a paid scene lined up to do the usual โdo you have what it takesโ. Iโve shot with them in the past and had a successful and good shoot, which is why I was offered an opportunity back.
Honestly I knew this was a big scene and mentally put a lot of pressure on myself to do well and perform. As the scene went on initially I was doing great. As she was riding it was getting intense and at one point I told her โhold up hold up donโt move I think Iโm about to cum. As I held it in, as best I could. I let loose a little. At that point I was already apologizing, so disappointed I failed the scene. Literally distraught mentally.
She got up obviously upset, left to the bathroom which the other judges of course told me I couldโve done anything pushed her off. Had her get down for the pop anything and at the time the scene was fairly short. I underestimated my ability to hold back at that time Espeically. I didnโt want to fail wanted it to be great. Now Iโm on the list of failsโฆeven mentioned so almost immediately on speaking with the judges while apologizing profusely and they did have to tell me to shut up and listen for a min as my mind was literally going a mile a minute about I messed up a good thing with someone, i thought was fun and wanted to make a great scene with.
Fucked it all up in my panic basically at that point. As I was told to leave, I spoke with one of the main producers about everything and told him to give her my cut. Wasnโt paid for the scene.
There was no malicious intent, I failed the scene(big time). No amount of apologizing will fix what happened. But I am sorry it all went down like that. @frecklemonade_ i apologize for the hurt I caused you Espeically on your birthday week. Guess I didnโt have what it took.
@Blackmeatmarket@frecklemonade_ I donโt know all what happened with you or freckle, hope both of yall are well but I see someone in the comments inserting themselves into this discussion after having me book them for one of the worst experiences I ever had. Completely unprofessional.