My life has no true happiness. Just a small amount of snapshots of satisfaction. Then just dreading the passage of time but also wanting each moment to end.
You know what pisses me off? When the people I put so much time and effort in least trying to help blow me off when I express my own worries and insecurities just by going “rip” or sm shit like that. Just drives me fucking insane. I don’t feel like there’s anyone I can talk to.