So much of adulthood is just grieving in secret..... grieving ex lovers, grieving dead friendships, grieving your parents sinking into old age, grieving the person you thought you'd grow into, grieving cities you never got to live in, grieving parts of you that couldn't survive.
ive been slowly working on rebranding myself secretly since i want streaming/vtubing to be actually something i enjoy especially putting in so much effort into it