Now, I'm alone and miserable. Living in a house that isn't mine, living a life that isn't mine. I don't know what to do with myself. I keep trying to live, but I just end up back here, in this chair, in my tears. Alone. I miss you, Casey. I miss the cats. I miss everything.
... getting old for everyone, but i'm still suffering. I'm still hurting every day, and either nobody sees it, or nobody cares. This realization makes the pain intensify. I was happy, even if life was hard. I has happy with HER.
I have not been ok since the breakup - I also feel like I can't talk about it anymore. Everyone has heard what I have to say, they've heard that I got dumped and that it hit me like a bus - They've heard that I love her and our pets and I want them all back .. it has to be...
@DanhausenAD I don't understand why @AEW isn't letting you wrestle more. I had hoped you would be at the Phoenix show on Wednesday - I'm going to have to CURSE SOMEONE
@GenuineLexLuger I wish I could find your positivity. Recently, the worst day of my life occurred, and I just can't stop crying about it. I don't know how to continue. I don't know how to live with myself.
Today I had to move into a new home after the love of my life told me she didn't want me around anymore - I'd rather die then life here, this life. Maybe, just maybe, I'll die in my sleep.
How do you start over alone after 11 years? I don't even know where to begin. How do I even figure out what kind of home I can afford? How much I can afford to spend on food? I can't believe I'm being thrown away like this..... I'd rather die.
Tell your partner RIGHT NOW that you live then, and that your want to be better, even if you are great already. Hold their hand, look into their eyes, and tell them you love then and don't ever want them to leave. I sure don't. I never did. But she's gone anyway.
3/3 TALK TO YOUR PARTNER. Don't wait until they move on without you. I waited and waited for things to get better and didn't take enough action. Now the life that I knew is over. One of misery and regret starts now. Don't let my life be the bed that you lay in.
2/3 Breathe. It can get easier just just have to be willing to try harder. Shower then how your address willing to try and help them to help you. Abandoning the one you told your love just isn't the right choice. Talk. Agree to make a plan. Then execute. If you are slacking...