Anyway I can’t sleep. I want to forget and not feel anything at all or just fall in love with someone else quickly. Living like this for any longer is exhausting. There are persistent remnants that eat away and I’m not sure I can kill them.
I went to a lesbian queer dance rave thing and I didn’t get hit on, I saw women looking at me but no one spoke to me aside from the bartender who was a man…at the end I was left in the alleyway alone and I cried because of how awkward and lame I am. I guess I’m intimidating idk.
Chasing cars by snow patrol while we’re on a roadtrip. Im driving, the windows are down & the night air gives never ending kisses. We’ll be there soon
stalking her spotify playlists on the desktop version and looking at each date a song was added and cross referencing it with my own perceived timeline of events then analyzing the data and making assumptions that are probably incorrect because idk i have a lot of issues
It really is an amazing thing to witness. your mind is twisted. You are insane. I want to see you live the happy life you yearn for. I feel empty, like I’m missing something. It’s not a person and it’s not a place. I want to go away and find it
Your confession still burns hot in my mind. You said you wanted to get your shit together a step up to be the man for me. You said anytime you thought about the future you couldn’t see anyone else but me by your side. What did I deserve to receive a love
Lips of another. It’s so selfish and disgusting. I hate myself for not being able to return part of your heart you’ve so thoughtlessly placed in my care. I’m sorry for being kind to you. I know your sadness and I want to understand. You don’t shy away and you feel things deeply.
Im sure I’ve said this before but Ateez Selfish Waltz is exactly what a woman’s orgasm feels like. The build of the whole whole song up to the 2:26 is like reaching up to the peak and then it releases it’s the perfect example actually 😭
Feeling really hopeless and like I wanna spontaneously go away for a bit but I don’t wanna go alone… I hope that if I die my family uses a cute picture of me to mourn. Bakugou is so handsome and just needs some TLC thats why I love him so much. I’m deku
Going to a hyperpop dance party and I’m lowkey shitting myself I’m so excited!! it runs into my sisters birthday and it’s music by artist we both like omg YIPPIEE
That SeonghwaMingi trouble maker cover got me so hard it hurts. Like watching Mingi slut drop his big ass and look like he’s gonna eat Hwa alive made me so excited I shed a couple tears and woke up with my eyes crusty asf
I wish I was deku. I’d have the meanest throat game out of all the hoes in AND this ass would have been passed around like a big, neatly wrapped blunt fs.. mm that day one loml wouldn’t change no matter how much dick I took around though. Because my heart loyal
God is real omg I finally found that bkdk Doujin where Kacchan looks like fucking slut deepthroating dick. He looks so beautiful and sexy got me thinking I’m the one being sucked off that’s how perfect he is. I’m never letting go of this ever again.