WhileYouAreAlive

compulsive gambler and destroyer of relationship. last bet on 21 Jun( oct 5) feb 24. In search of happiness inside me.

[WhileYouAreAlive @Cryptocasino5]

@atensnut 17 hrs

[WhileYouAreAlive @Cryptocasino5]

I am a recovering gambling addict which makes me susceptible to any trigger from my close ones to become a full blown war which i am able to avoid till now Congratulations to me
As a gambler we see differently and one lens is that we are different and everyone hates me.#gambling

[WhileYouAreAlive @Cryptocasino5]

@DEDGMBLRS True that

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Happy to get back to reading after many many years spent in gambling during which i was not able to read or comprehend basic things because gambling destroys your capability to focus. Reading a book which was on my
List for longest time
#gambling

[WhileYouAreAlive @Cryptocasino5]

@recovery_your Its really tiring and frustrating to know you can’t share it with people and feels like you are built for this society. Hoping things will get better and you will fit in someday is the only thought which can keep you alive

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Anyway its good to get hit by reality rather than living in delusion

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Last couple of weeks have been roller coaster ride if not less. My family on vacation and i could not go because of my work and living alone is something gamblers enjoy. Feels like free horse on a flat meadows. I fluctuate between emotions so much that i do not recognise myself.

[WhileYouAreAlive @Cryptocasino5]

I was living in a delusion that certain women was attacked towards me and the thought of messaging came again and again . Third time I messaged her and started conversations, she was nice but as soon as i asked her out she reacted absurdly which maybe because the words i used.

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@thatsdax Keep on rocking

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Its so easy to make money in gambling which is the only reason to loose all at once