you won't cry for my absence, i know. you forgot me long ago. am i that unimportant? am i so insignificant? isn't something missing? isn't someone missing me?
What am I missing? What did I do wrong? Why is he better than me at *everything?*
Why does he get everything I don't— and get to keep it?
I'm not that bad! I'm not! I'm just as good as him... Just as sweet... Just as "understanding"... A hell of a lot less stubborn, too!