I know I don't want people to notice the current state I'm in. Yet why do I yearn for people to check up on me? I talk to the void constantly and it simply stares; I get no response. It's whatever, I never liked relying on others.
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@AngelaofLCorp Oh!
Angela, you always appear out of nowhere...
Give me a notice beforehand, please. ๐ง
I appreciate your efforts to check up on me, however.
But how are you so certain? I will choose to believe you; it seems you've randomly appeared when I've been ... questionable lately.
I long to be known; for someone to notice all of my small preferences.
One day I wish to drop this title and blend in amongst the City denizens. I am undeserving of it, after all.
@AngelaofLCorp As am I. Glad you're doing better now! Haha, how flattering. I'm not all /that/ special. Anyways, what's your occupation? I assume you already know mine due to how you're addressing me.
@AngelaofLCorp I see.. where would you like to start then? I think Giovanni likes painting if you're willing to learn. Ah, I forgot to mention who he is didn't I? He's pretty recognisable with his green bob.
@AngelaofLCorp Perhaps we could spend the time we have right now to see which one you prefer the most. Unless it is time for you to tend to your duties, that is!
@AngelaofLCorp Hmm.. let's start off simple.
Have you any interest in hobbies or are you unable to indulge in such with a strict schedule?
I personally enjoy doodling and journalling. It helps with the increasingly hard to manage stress!
@AngelaofLCorp He was always an odd one, I must admit.
[ Sigh. ]
I suppose that's fate. Rather unfair, isn't it? There's not much advice I can give you, sadly.