but i just don’t know why my first steps are just always the hardest , sorry for all this yapping but i do get left wondering how dumbass mfkers have money out here and how they’re opened to these opportunities, like where do you find these specific jobs besides making a business
on mushrooms and just wondering to myself what more and what else can i do for me and my family sometimes i feel like i do so much and try to do more but there’s a blockage from all these things i could do , get fit , have a better job , do more outside of my apartment and then
i see how all these other stuff on my fyp pop up and i wonder to myself is all it takes just a computer some bit of editing skills and just hope people gravite to dumb bullshit by luck , i sometimes wonder if im not a good person or just not trying hard enough which ofc i can