Some of you will probably laugh at this, and many will not understand it.
My 17 year old cat is not doing well, and we will probably have to let her go.
Kidney failure, almost from 1 day to the next. 2 days ago she was still running around like a young cat.
I am a grown man, and this is breaking my heart. At the same time I have to find a way to explain to my children that this is part of life, even when it feels brutally unfair.
17 years.
She has been with me for almost half my life.
Through 4 different homes, different chapters, different versions of myself, from having no children to having 3 children.
She was always there. Every day she came to me, wanted to be close, climbed onto my arm like it was the most normal thing in the world.
She never scratched 1 of my children.
Never hurt anyone. A proper little lady.
Call me soft if you want. I do not care.
There are things in life you only understand once they are suddenly standing right in front of you.
The quiet loyalty of an animal is one of them.
No words, no demands, no drama. Just presence.
For 17 years she simply existed next to me, through stress, change, exhaustion, bad days, good days, moving boxes, new rooms, crying babies, growing children and all the silent moments.
And now I have to watch her become weak almost overnight.
I have to look at her and somehow decide what kindness means when every part of me wants more time.
Love makes you want to hold on. Responsibility forces you to let go before suffering becomes the price of your own selfishness.
So yes, I am devastated over a cat.
A 17 year old little soul who followed me through almost half my life, never asked for anything except closeness and food, and gave my family nothing but gentleness.
Laugh if you want. I will grieve her properly.
This picture is 17 years old, from the day I picked her up.
Spar dir das. Er hat kein Rückgrat und kann mit echter Kritik nichts anfangen.
Er lebt in seiner eigenen bubble und fühlt sich dabei wie der Papst.
Aber das Thema TenX und Defichain ignoriert er bewusst immer ganz schlau. Wobei er das doch so stolz als erfolgreichen exit betitelt 🤣
@julianhosp Ich schreib‘s für dich korrekt:
„Mein Name ist Hosp, ich habe euch durch 2 exit scams Hops genommen und genieße durch das gescammte Geld jetzt mein Leben, während alle anderen nutzlos sind“
Du konntest nicht mal DeFichain am Leben erhalten 🤣🤣
@mgp_eth@julianhosp Immerhin 2 erfolgreiche exit scams
Und wir wissen alle, warum Leute wie er anfangen btc schlecht zu reden.
Zu früh verkauft, fomo kickt.
Big accounts keep pushing things they do not control, do not properly understand and will not take responsibility for when followers get destroyed.
Projects keep pretending paid access is organic support.
KOLs keep pretending they are early because they are smart, not because they were handed the trade before the public was invited to become the exit.
And if you are not part of that little brotherhood, not pretending to be richer than you are, not useful to their insider games, not surrounded by enough scandals to become entertainment, and not willing to package your work as another casino table for bored gamblers, you barely exist here.
Right now, almost everyone is betting.
Well done. You people managed to take an industry that was supposed to expose financial parasites and built a social hierarchy where the parasite with the biggest audience and wallets gets called a builder and gets the likes.
@julianhosp Wenn man seinen eigenen Token gegen die Wand gefahren, bitcoin zu früh verkauft hat und jetzt über nichts anderes mehr reden kann.
Das ist also das Leben eines Millionärs
@Satstacker09@julianhosp Einfach fud. Er hat zu früh verkauft und kann seine Emotionen nicht mehr kontrollieren.
Er redet mehr über BTC als über alles andere 🤣
Und auch das Geld von seinem slow rug defichain wird irgendwann mal leer sein.