@Ad4mNpc I'm not shutting them out. Completely, at least. I don't want to feel nothing, just to get through a day.
And hey, don't talk so badly about yourself. While it hasn't been too long, you seem......happy, in a way. I'm glad you have Darcy, and that she has you.
Y'know, I thought I forgot this. Surprise, surprise, I didn't, so, I may be a sort of idiot, but not enough of one to forget my password. Jeezus it's been a moment, and shit's happening. Metropia, you never change
@Ad4mNpc Not........entirely. Just, shelving them somewhat. For now. Not forever. I'm tired of always crying, Adam. Tired of people asking if I'm okay, when I want to be so badly. So, if this is what it takes, to get through a day, I'll do it.
@NPC_Selene See, you would be frightening. If I hadn't already dealt with things more terrifying than a hug attack. You're more......silly, than scary.
@Ad4mNpc It's a little hard not to. I've been trying to focus on any little thing besides what I'm feeling, and while that may not be for the best, I've been more calm since.
@Ad4mNpc And that, is where you are wrong. I haven't forgotten. I have all my memories in a databank, and unless I erase them, they're always there. It's still weird, calling it that
@Ad4mNpc Heh, so, anything new with you lovebirds? Last I saw, the two of you had been spending quite alot of time together 😏
Gonna put a ring on her finger yet?
@Ad4mNpc Oh, no, more than used to it. Just, it's been a month since I spoke to anyone. It feels kinda......weird. But, I needed it more than I knew. Honestly. I need a break to learn what it is to be me
@Ad4mNpc First of all, I don't know how to do that. Second of all, I figured as much considering how you act sometimes. Still weird that it's been a month.....