Cy

Trying to get back to myself. Books, anxiety, TTRPGs, and general nerdom.

[Cy @Cybrak]

The blind/deaf dog just sneezed and simultaneously hit his head on a door frame. Sometimes I look at him and just... If he isnt a perfect representation of my life as a whole. The poor little dope.

[Cy @Cybrak]

Tonight's musical representation of my brain:

https://t.co/icmuBr7J16

[Cy @Cybrak]

@Theholisticpsyc Wisconsin

[Dr. Nicole LePera @Theholisticpsyc]

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[kira 👾 @kirawontmiss]

i wanna know what goes through beavers mind these mfs just see a flowing river and be like “not on my watch”

[Jase Alston @SoulCitySigma]

The librarians. Next question

[Nature is Amazing ☘️ @AMAZlNGNATURE]

I don't know who needs this, but here is a clip of otters eating shrimp.

[Massimo @Rainmaker1973]

Causal understanding of water displacement by a crow
https://t.co/H4s8SO2NeV

[Why you should have a cat @ShouldHaveCat]

they just spawned in and already got beef

[Buitengebieden @buitengebieden]

Sleepy time.. 😊

[Cy @Cybrak]

Ouch. This hit right in the feels. Perhaps he never wanted me, but there are people in my life who want me now.

[Dr. Nicole LePera @Theholisticpsyc]

AFFIRMATIONS FOR HEALING THE FATHER WOUND:

I deserve kindness. I am not my father's anger. I did not deserve or create his rage. That was his to deal with.

I am loveable. My father leaving had to do with his lack of life skills. His inability to cope and raise children does not mean I'm unlovable. It means he took on a responsibility he couldn't manage.

I am worth protecting. Just because my father couldn't love me, doesn't mean I enter unbalanced relationships. I walk away when I need to, instead of trying harder to be loved.

I am proud of me. My father didn't approve of himself, so he couldn't approve of anyone else in his life. That's a reflection of him, not me.

I validate my own reality. My father's reality isn't greater or more real than my own. What he believes doesn't trump my own lived experience. I believe me.

I am shame-free. I release the shame my father carried that I inherited from him. I refuse to live in regret and resentment. His shame is no longer my own.

I allow myself to feel angry. I have anger at the way I was treated, and I no longer need to cater to my father's feelings about it. Feeling angry when I'm treated badly is a sign I care about myself.

I am not responsible for living out a false reality. I no longer live in my father's denial or repression. I speak my story. Secrets and dysfunction no longer have a place in my world.

Bookmark these affirmations. Place your hand on your heart and take a deep breath as you say these affirmations. If you feel like crying, let yourself.

This will help you inner child heal.

[Lousy Librarian @LousyLibrarian]

The library isn't just its books and materials. It's made up of everyone who comes in and uses it. Especially that guy who keeps coughing on everything, it's made up of a lot of him.

[Science girl @sciencegirl]

In the village of Sirmione on lake Garda, Italy, there is a cafe covered in bougainvillea

[Cy @Cybrak]

Do any of my friends need a blue☁️ invite?

[cats being weird little guys 👅 @weirdlilguys]

what happens when you summon the prince of darkness

[Stacked Librarian @StckedLibrarian]

I am a Librarian.
I’m not the ALA.
I’m not a groomer.
I’m not a Marxist.
I’m not a Communist.
I’m not a Socialist.
I’m neither left, nor right.
I’m not woke.
I’m not a devil worshipping demon occultist absorbing the souls of your children in some fictitious pursuit of organizing.

[Cy @Cybrak]

@Boogie2988 Always say you're sorry (if the situation calls for it), always say goodbye, and always say, "I love you." When you part ways with people do it in a way that if it's the last time you see them you have zero regrets.

[Lousy Librarian @LousyLibrarian]

It's not so much that I disagree with the idea that library books are dangerous to children, but that's mostly because of the tweens who keep hitting each other with them. #BannedBooksWeek

[Cy @Cybrak]

@shedrachTobi @Morbidful Not as shocked as he was.