I fear I can never recreate the absolute HEAT I was writing in 2020-2021 bc that’s the type of creativity and prose only profound boredom and unmediated depression can evoke
At 16 I’m told depression is being weak minded.
At 20 I tried to take myself out of everyone’s way.
At 25 they beg me to seek professional help.
I wonder if I’ll see my 30th birthday.
This whole “you can absolutely tell when you’re reading a fanfic because of the prose” discussion is so dumb and pretentious.
I can tell when I’m reading a fanfic because I purposely clicked on a goddamn fanfic on the Fanfic Website.
Yujae rival supermodel AU where they’re both casted to model for the same brand at NY fashion week, and must spend the whole week trying not to sabotage (or fuck) each other.