My first commentary reel!
Hope y'all have as much fun watching as I had making this.
Special shouts to @GuildhallGG for being my homebase to hone the craft, @Seibrik for putting in the good word to anyone who'd listen, and all the homies for hyping me up to go for it!
Enjoy!
When you truly love someone, you have to learn the art of waiting. Love is not about rushing, demanding or forcing things to fall into place. Sometimes the person you love needs time to heal, to grow or to simply find their way back to themselves. And if your love is real, you'll give them that space without making them feel guilty for it. Waiting doesn't mean putting your life on hold, it means keeping faith in a bond that is strong enough to survive distance, silence and time. The love that is meant for you will never be lost, it will return when both hearts are ready.
I told everyone my 30th birthday was gonna be the worst one yet, they all said wait just wait and it might not be......fuck was i waiting for. It has been my worst bday yet.
Having MEMORY LOSS from depression and trauma is a weird experience because people don’t understand how scary it is when depression and trauma start affecting your memory. Like you really start forgetting whole moments of your life, conversations, things people told you, how you used to act, and even parts of yourself. It’s like your brain got so overwhelmed from surviving everything that it started deleting things just to protect you.