haven't been uploading (or in general creating) enough music on this account so i'm gonna try and be intentional about using September to work on all of these half baked projects i've got sitting around on my PC. anyways here's like 1/3rd of a track i made last night lol
its good in the sense that i have something in me that tells me who i can feel comfortable with being close to. but its such a pain to not be able to deal with normal situations in the same way.
sometimes i forget that i have to try when interacting socially. i like a lot about who i am but that part sucks. i've gotten good at it, but i don't think i'll ever be able to be really present at the same time unless i'm around someone who understands.
talls gotta understand that the downside of being able to easily get mid sex from going to parties is that you have to stand in the back at concerts #privilege
mostly makes sense. i've never lived on the west coast though, i wonder how much of that is osmosis from watching too many movies. i'm proud to say despite living in wisconsin before i will NEVER call it a bubbler
actually i gave up and decided to rewatch some of black mirror season 1. there's so many ways in which it is anachronistic its incredible. the imagined world, the literal technology, the early 2010's pre-streaming "prestige" aesthetic