@pureveilingz Yes yes yes. My ED was fueled by my hatred for having a huge chest/gender dysphoria. My chest has definitely gotten a lot smaller but I do want it to be *smaller*.
Im SOOOO hungry I could eat an enemies to lovers situationship where we're constantly fighting and at eachothers throat, because deep down we just hate ourselves and we take it out on eachother but we also have crazy tension and slowly but surely we fall madly in love.