I can just sense when an anniversary of something crucial in my life is happening, it's like that moment in time reacts something in me more lasting than I could ever expect/imagine
Let everyone call me delusional but when you rid yourself of shit like jealousy and envy you becomes extra susceptible to it landing on you or in your vicinity, especially after time backs you too 🤦♀️
aquarius 🎀 libra 🎀 gemini
one thing that seems to happen over and over again in your life is the reminder that you are hardly ever chosen and that you are appreciated only when it is convenient. loyalty is something you have rarely experienced. time after time, you have given people your everything and they have dumped you as soon as you become too much work.
and this has manifested itself into all areas of your life. in the workplace and academic life, the people around you have been free to express grievances but somehow when you respectfully point out something or defend yourself, you have been labelled difficult and you have been misconstrued. it’s as if people only tolerate you when your silent. which is similar to your experience in relationships because your very basic standards are made out to be “too picky”. no one has fought for you- appreciated your work and valued you enough to make you comfortable. you are always fighting people/ circumstances just to get the absolute bare minimum.
no matter how much you have worked and no matter how good you are, you rarely experience being chosen and valued without you having to make yourself smaller to accommodate people. it’s been so tiring having to constantly be the person people love to misunderstand.
Kissing is the ultimate test of attraction for me.
The way you kiss me, how much you kiss me and like kissing me is how I believe you’re truly attracted to me.
she told me that she shuts off her brain whenever she’s with me because she feels safe enough to know everything will be taken care of. THAT is how you’re supposed to make your woman feel idc what yall say
Of course I can do it alone.
I'm the daughter who never vent to her parents.
The distant sister.
The woman who heals herself.
I always can.
I always could.
And I always will.
Power of Positivity
in chinese astrology, 2025 is the year of the snake. this new year screams ‘self-growth’ just like the snake sheds its skin to renew itself.
mars is the lord of aries and scorpio, the house of self and the unexpected— let the spirit of the snake energy guide you in your healing journey to achieve spiritual liberation, material abundance, and successful relationships.