My thoughts keep drifting back towards BDSM again, and more specifically towards tying you up. I find myself wondering what’s actually going on in my mind when that happens.
For me, the moment I tie you up is the moment I step into a state of the highest responsibility. The awareness that you are placing complete control of your body in my hands creates a very particular kind of psychological tension within me.
I feel like a caretaker. The situation puts me into a constant state of attentiveness towards you. I enter a state of deep concentration where time seems to slow down. My mind shuts out everyday worries. All of my attention is focused on the geometry of the knots, your body, and your breathing.
I become the director of our reality, carefully controlling the touch, sensations, and words that I give to you. To me, restraints are a psychological tool rather than a physical punishment.
When I see how being restrained helps you become calmer and more relaxed, it has a soothing and rewarding effect on my own mind as well.
Are you ready for that? Has the thought of experiencing it with me made you want to try it?
I am proud of my dom, @DaxxKenji for fucking other girls and turning me from submissive to a cuckqueen
I kneel and I drip for him at the thought of him fucking others
He deserves to fuck and cum as many as he wants on others while I can only be fuck by his as I am his property