i hate the natural way i talk, but my tongue fucking hurts so bad from trying to pronounce every word right n my throat hurts from trying to have a relaxed ass american voice
i hate myself so much i hate being gay, i hate forcing my voice to even be slightly deeper in public, i hate how difficult it is to control my speech to sound normal, takes so much effort to do all throughout school, i hate how much i have to fake so that ill be accepted
cuz why are u telling me that my feelings are "bullshit" when i tell u that the stuff ur saying behind my back hurt me 😂 fuck outta here i fucking hate americans