@standardeel That's where I am atm. Brain fog is so intense I can't really do it. I'm just trying to be patient though and hoping the clarity comes back at some point.
@TinyWriterLaura Since the recent announcements of cuts I've decided all new media should be required to accept videos of my incoherent ramblings rather than a tradition pitch.
@gospacecraft@TinyWriterLaura I have a fair bit, but bear in mind I'm 7 years in. I had to rest for years, and then I was slowly able to increase my activity. I can't work a standard job and work freelance instead, and I have about 4-5 active hours in a day, but that is a lot better than where I was.
@libby4000 I know this is a really annoying thing for me to say, but you have time. You're still young. Working in a way that supports my health has been so important to me. It was people on Twitter who told me to rest when I first got fatigued, and I'm so grateful to them.
@standardeel I didn't think I'd reach 30. I'm 33 now, and I haven't had a single suicidal thought in about 5 years. Having an end date can be a pressure release. It takes the hopelessness away from what feels like it will be pain forever, but there is a part of you that wants life.
@standardeel You've done a really important thing. You've paid attention to that little part of you that wants to hang on. I encourage you to find the reasons in there. The things you love, and feed them. I don't say that glibly, I spent nearly a decade chronically suicidal.
@the_chugs This one will get you Chugs. The Legend of Glitterbeard is an Easter Egg in Sea of Thieves. It was added to the game as a tribute to James White, a young Apprentice Data Analyst at Rare who sadly passed away. It's a beautiful piece of music.
https://t.co/pSGcR05H0l
@TinyWriterLaura That tweet actually made me laugh. Am I meant to be doing g something groundbreaking? I was just enjoying being able to lie in and having full control over what's on the TV 🤣