i hate this stupid fucking disorder. i hate it so much. i hate that everyone around me talks about diets. i hate that i can’t escape the disordered thoughts. i want to be normal. i just want to be normal. fuck this sucks.
i’m just not boyfriend material is what i’ve concluded. i’m only liked as a friend and anything more feels wrong to people 🥲 i guess that’s how my life goes lol
i hate having a crush on someone who’s literally unattainable 🫠 i know eventually i’ll bury these feelings enough that i’ll forget about it, but i hate how hard it is to find someone who’s just my type 😅 whatever ill die with these feelings probably lol
saben me hubiera encantado tener problemas de adolescente normal tipo d amor, novios, amistades cosas asi qsyo lamentablemente me fui para los trastornos mentales
hmmm… i enjoy having friends, i do, trust me… but, for some reason i just end up feeling like im a broken and unlovable thing after talking with them? like, their lives are all cooler and more interesting. they don’t have controversial interests. they can be themselves…
sometimes I get so jealous of other people's social skills. like damn. they can talk to people?? and people like them?? look at all those people who like them. wtf. illegal