DILLONS DIRTY MEN ROAD DIARIES
“The Drifter” On these roads STRANGER THINGS learning about myself: I’m not going to self-medicate just because I see differently.
@DrakeNorthXXX & I both have extraordinary lives. Honestly, attracted to him the moment I set eyes on him. I knew him and loved him way before deciding to enter into adult entertainment.
You see my brain works analytically. Always has. I notice patterns. I study behavior. I read energy, body language, contradictions, timing, tone, and silence. And truthfully, I can usually tell when something isn’t lining up long before most men ever notice it.
A lot of men don’t like that. Some men find me intense. They always have. Most people build their worldview early, then spend the rest of their lives defending it instead of questioning it. That’s human nature. Comfort feels safer than curiosity. But I’ve never been wired to blindly accept things at surface level. August 17, 2001, at the Monroe Institute another significant event changed something inside me permanently.
You start realizing there are layers to reality. Systems behind systems. Information the public sees, and information they never will. Whether people want to admit it or not, governments throughout history have explored consciousness, psychological operations, intelligence gathering, and human perception in ways most people would consider impossible or uncomfortable.
Publicly acknowledged Stargate Project is one example. For years, the U.S. government researched remote viewing and psychic intelligence work before officially ending the program in 1995. Officially being the key word. What continued afterward, under different names or classified channels, I honestly won’t say. And I’m careful not to claim certainty where certainty doesn’t exist.
I also know this: just because I don’t know about something, or I can’t see it, doesn’t mean it isn’t real. Just like you. That’s part of why I became fascinated with consciousness research, meditation, and technologies like Hemi-Sync developed by Robert Monroe and the Monroe Institute. Binaural frequencies. Sometimes your body knows something before your mind can intellectually explain it.
Every old cowboy, detective, addict in recovery, combat veteran, and street survivor understands that feeling. You walk into a room and something inside you says: pay attention. That feeling has saved a lot of lives. Now does that mean every wild theory is true? No. Of course not. Men can convince themselves of almost anything when fear and ego take over. Critical thinking matters. Evidence matters. Remaining teachable matters.
However staying teachable also means leaving room for the possibility that reality may be bigger than our current understanding of it. I’ve learned over time that humility and awareness can exist together. There are things we cannot see until we are prepared to see them. Things we cannot understand until we are ready to understand them. That does not make them false. It simply means the door has not opened yet.
Experience. Pain. Recovery. Observation. Listening. Staying teachable. And I tell all folks the same thing I’ll tell you: Don’t believe me simply because I’m telling you something. Look it up yourself. Do your own research. Think critically. Ask questions. Verify information. That’s how people grow collectively. That’s how adults communicate. And if I’m wrong about something, let’s sit down and have an honest conversation about it.
There’s a lot more going on in this world than most people are aware of. Because you don’t see it now, or don’t know about it today, doesn’t mean you won’t later. Never judge a book by its cover. Many times, you don’t fully realize who or what you’re actually talking to until much later down the road. Coming Saturday, May 23, Stranger Things episode 5 starring @DrakeNorthXXX
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