I'm DEAD to what I think I deserve or should be treated among others and/or life, but ALIVE to what I don't deserve from God. That's true freedom and peace.
Many who are "in my life" (EMPLOYER, FAMILY, ETC) believe my assessment of MANY CONCERNS are not to be trusted. Of course they don't "Whoever loves instruction loves knowledge, But he who hates correction is stupid." Prov 12:1
Constant pain from injuries that can heal with proper fasting/nutritional protocols and strength training rehab sessions will test your confidence to return to your former abilities. It is well worth the journey when progress is made.
You can seek after all the "support" and "plugged in" rhetoric from "the traditional church traditions", or stand strong on the side of Truth via the scriptures and early church fathers (pre-Nicene)