feel icky and gross. want to be by myself but knoe it’s not okay. want to be alone but shouldn’t. curling up at his feet becsuse leaving isn’t good but I feel so bad and undeserving of getting close I don’t know what to do I just want to pick the right choice
fucking sobbing my heart out because I always feel so grossed out by myself and can’t turn my camera on for shit I’m so tired of my self toude why can’t I just do it why I can’t just get over myself I’m so tired of it man
I’m so fucking tired bro. this shit has been making me spiral. why would you send me a video about parasocial relationships & non reciprocation when I’ve been clear that I’m worried about being too much
please touch me inappropriately and gaslight me into thinking that im taking it the wrong way and you didn’t mean anything about it until im basically begging you to touch me more :33