“everybody fucking hates me” was ingrained in me at 8 years old so now to this day no matter how close someone is to me i will always wonder if they actually like being my friend
Yesterday, my mother & stepfather lost their farm home & everything in it in a devastating fire.
I have set up a GoFundMe to help support them as much as I can.
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Although I'm ok with being single, i can't wait to actually meet someone who's actually interested in me. The constant crave of wanting to talk, asking about my day, my feelings, sharing laughter & being heard is so rare nowadays. Nobody communicates anymore. Real is Rare.
Im slowly coming back from really long and bad depressive episode and im gonna tell why:
It’s so painful to get back into socialization and see how “normal” other ppl’s lives are. They talk about plans while i barely can be sure i will brush my teeth. It makes you an alien
what’s it called when you spend your high school and late teen years feeling super mature and adult and then the second you hit your early 20s it all disappears and you realize you’re just mentally a teenager again because you never truly got to actually experience being a teen