I have a ‘real’ profile too; this one needs to be anonymous to protect all those involved, especially our three children, who are so loved. It is also why there won’t be any photos, much as I would love to share the achievements🤞& happy times emerging from the #grief.
So @BHAHorseracing toothless? OM yet again outside the law (yes the law, not JUST racing rules this time) & you are letting him ride? Outrageous, & if I were the owner of any of the horses he has beaten since incident, I would be taking YOU to court.
@itvracing@SkySportsRacing
Where are the ethics? @BHAHorseracing are you watching? He shouldn’t even be riding and you know it. Who is paying who? He may be a great jockey, but it seems the rules don’t apply to him.
I never knew it would be possible to love like this again after Joy died… but the human capacity to find untapped wellsprings of emotion is boundless. I consider myself truly blessed to have found the person who helped me discover this. #doodleaday#loveafterloss
I cooked on Wednesday, again tonight. Full meals, from scratch. #3 loved both, even went out of his way to comment tonight.
April/May when I was cooking, I was existing, heartbroken. It wasn’t great food.
Now, I am living, loving life & in love. Amazing the difference 💔 to ♥️
It’s a big day today - our ‘Christmas’ for me with my three. Lots of reasons it’s today, mainly positive.
Their year has been no easier than mine. Yes, 2022 has had its moments; on balance, as we head towards the new year, it can be reviewed positively by all four of us. ♥️ 🎄
You don’t have to be alone to feel alone. Whatever you’re going through, let’s #TackleItTogether.
We’ve teamed up with @_DeclanRice to show that whatever you’re struggling with, someone is always on your side. However you feel right now, you’re never alone. CALM is always here.
It’s been a while; life does that to us.
Now life is good, with much less fuss.
Doesn’t mean that all is smooth;
But maybe I’m back in my groove?
#JustDad#Authentic#PositiveOnPurpose#HappyHeart
2022: 💔 ❤️🩹 ♥️
2023: I’m coming for you!
This place can be a veritable cesspool … there is wonder here too.
A dozen or so kind, good souls have, in different ways, kept me afloat since April. No names, indeed, a couple of them don’t realise their impact.
Now, I am actually swimming!!
#KeepSmiling#PositiveOnPurpose
From certainty to uncertainty
Confidence to doubt
2022’s a year
I could do with seeing out
Disbelief and heartbreak
Are becoming my great foes
So bring on 2023
And let’s see how that goes
#StartAgainAgain#KeepSmiling#OffTheFloor