I can control my dreams.
So I sometimes do suicide when Iโm sleeping for waking up to back to my real.
I saw some articles that dream is from what I experienced before.
Did I suicide before my life?
Donโt know
To everyone who reached out to me during my tough times, thank you so much.
Iโve made up my mind.
First, Iโm going to quit smoking.
And I vow to live each day as my true self, with gratitude, and to cherish my friends, family, and my girlfriend.
I plan to keep playing games so I can connect with all of you and draw strength from you.
I look forward to your continued support.
To everyone Iโve met so far, and everyone Iโll meet in the future: thank you, and I look forward to getting to know you.