˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧

new era?

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

gonna unpin this when i reach my goal weight (not ugw) and get my belly pierced 🥺🌸

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

that feeling when your colleagues think you’ve lost weight due to “drinking too much coke” but you actually just have an ED xd

idk which is better and which is worse

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

decided to do a workout and after warmup realized that my watch hadn’t charged over night T_T
now this was a wasted warmup cause now i gotta wait for it to charge up even a little

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

how’s it possible that after locking in the scale hasn’t moved in 2 days already??? feels like it’s due to actually staying hydrated but it’s pissing me off

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

stupid ass tiktok removing my video and not even mentioning what exactly was the violation… like bro, if you gonna remove the vid AT LEAST tell me what’s wrong and let me edit or download it.
feels like shit when u have spend an hour on editing and just losing it like that

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

do we start to listen to the voices fully and not letting the rational brain drown them out?

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

looking back at pictures from 2020-2021 really fucks with my brain. how do i lock in again???

[emi ⋆˚꩜｡ @pinkyzopzart]

I’m such a wannarexic

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

mood:
thursday evening and im sat there watching dan and phil while drinking my 3rd glass on gin tonic

oh yeah also feeling depressed

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

life update:
- live alone with my bf
- got a bachelor degree
- gained up to 63kg
- went down to 59kg
- voices are back

idk what else to say. basically, maybe will be using this account again after some rebrand

[sua | edtwt @satosugueats]

having every ed symptom except weight loss

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

i did get it pierced this year in may just because i wanted too even tho my weight just went up from there

ehh don’t care

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

gonna unpin this when i reach my goal weight (not ugw) and get my belly pierced 🥺🌸

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

never mind i’m too broke to get it rn

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

btw we just got back from a week trip to italy and sweden and i would not have enjoyed it as much as i did if i still would be deep in with ED

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

have i gained quite a lot of weight? yes
have i gained back some part of my life and personality?
also yes
has this led me to getting an adorable and loving bf?
fuck yeah!

also i can actually enjoy convos like this 🥰

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

@monkeyloI had to do a similar thing. i’d say take ur safe foods and see what kcal amount it has. then either double the amounts or add fear foods for balance to bring it up to the “normal” kcal amount. it may look a lot but gets the job done

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

my boyfriend almost broke up with me yesterday after seeing that i have been #sh again 🥲

[tweety 🌱 study central @babybelbmi]

all my mental illnesses tryna figure out who made me sad today

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

ok so i’ve been having low self esteem due to weight gain (obvious) so i decided to make a completely new IG where i could just post whatever the fuck i want and yeah

pls give it a follow if ya can 🥺

@ xiaodemondae

[˚✧₊⁎daedalean spawn of satan⁎⁺˳✧ @DaedaleanDaemon]

i love how i started uni this year and i finally went to study psychology but now i’m just rly waiting to start learning abt all the eds

also out of ~100 ppl in my course abt 75% are mentally unstable and that says a lot

[Quill ⁺✧. ｡ @CashewCals]

alright you’ve given me hair loss wheres the weight loss 😐🤨 /j