Ryan ♻️ 🌊 Main acct. @Ryan_Daigler

Scapegoat/Survivor of covertly malignant narcissist family. Raising awareness of #ChildAbuse #NarcissisticAbuse 👉@Ryan_Daigler -Abuse tell-all link 👇

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I feel the need to post a public warning that I am currently being stalked by the most aggressively manipulative malignant narcissist I have ever encountered. She portrayed herself as “an expert“ and allows people to believe that she has training in psychology which she does not

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The scapegoat child usually starts off perfectly healthy — full of potential, resilience, and their own personality. But the narcissistic parent cannot tolerate that because it threatens their fragile ego and false narrative of superiority. So they begin a cycle of systematic stress and sabotage:

—Constant criticism, arguing, shaming
—Sleep disruption, manufactured chaos, and emotional whiplash.
—Isolating the child from support, so no one can validate their experience.
—Gaslighting and projection, making the child feel like they’re “the problem.”

Over time, the child develops complex PTSD, anxiety, depression, and other trauma-related struggles — not because they were flawed, but because they were ABUSED INTO THAT STATE.
Cont.

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Narcissists often target the most psychologically developed people in their environment.
Emotional depth, moral consistency, and self-awareness are threatening to someone whose social survival depends on nobody looking too closely. The attack isn’t random. It’s strategic. Tear down the person whose very existence is an implicit contrast.

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There’s a reason the scapegoat struggles to heal even after leaving the family: they weren’t just abused and hurt. They were redefined.
The narcissistic family doesn’t only wound you. It replaces your identity with a curated story about you—one written entirely by people invested in your smallness. You’re not allowed a narrative where you are reasonable, perceptive, or wronged. Every piece of evidence that might support your version gets absorbed into theirs:
Your grief becomes “instability.”
Your memory becomes “distortion.”
Your anger becomes “proof.”
This is why no-contact is often the only path forward—not because distance heals the wound, but because you cannot reconstruct a self while still living inside someone else’s story about who you are.
The exit isn’t abandonment of family. It’s reclamation of authorship.

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Recovery as a scapegoat isn’t just healing. It’s deprogramming.
You weren’t just hurt. You were systematically taught to believe the abuse was your fault, that your perceptions couldn’t be trusted, that your very existence was the problem.
That doesn’t unravel overnight.
The scapegoat carries wounds most people can’t see — and some that are nearly impossible to explain. You may struggle to trust your own judgment, because for years your judgment was mocked and overruled. You may apologize reflexively, shrink in rooms, brace for punishment when things go too well. You may catastrophize love, because everyone who claimed to love you also weaponized it.
Hypervigilance becomes your baseline. You learned to read rooms the way other people read books — obsessively, desperately, looking for the earliest possible warning sign. That skill kept you alive in the family. Outside it, it exhausts you.
And then there’s the grief — the particular grief of mourning a family that never actually existed. Not a family you lost. A family you never had, but spent your whole childhood trying to earn.
That grief is disorienting in a way people who haven’t lived it rarely understand.
But here’s what the narcissistic family never counted on:
The same sensitivity that made you the target also makes you extraordinary. Your empathy is real — not performed. Your pattern recognition is razor-sharp. Your moral compass survived everything they threw at it.
The scapegoat doesn’t just recover. They emerge — often with a depth of self-awareness, compassion, and clarity that the “golden” children, still trapped in the system, will never develop.
You were never the broken one. You were the one they couldn’t break enough.
And that is the very thing that will carry you forward. 💛

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There’s a terrible moral reversal in narcissistic families: the psychologically healthy person in an otherwise toxic system is the one labeled as “mentally ill.” The person with intact empathy, moral consistency, and reality-testing, is a threat to the narcissist’s facade, so the toxic system has to neutralize them. The easiest way to do that is to pathologize them.
So the family flips reality:
The most psychologically grounded person becomes “the problem.”
Normal reactions to abuse are reframed as mental illness, instability, or defect.
Relentless pressure, gaslighting, and punishment are applied until trauma finally appears—and then that trauma is used as “proof” that the label was correct all along.
Meanwhile, the dishonest, cruel, or morally hollow members are declared “healthy” precisely because they conform to the pathology of the system. Their lack of empathy, denial, and cruelty are treated as normal because they don’t challenge the family’s false narrative.
What makes it especially grotesque is the circular logic:
We abused you because you were “mentally ill,” and the damage we caused now proves you were mentally ill.
This is deeply entrenched character assassination as a control mechanism. The scapegoat isn’t broken; they’re the healthy one who’s been broken down. And the family’s claim to health is not psychological health at all, but successful moral dissociation

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The healthy, compassionate person in a toxic #narcissistic family is the one who gets scapegoated, smear campaigned, abused, labeled “crazy”, “disruptive” or “problematic”, and often ends up broken with CPTSD from years of #NarcissisticAbuse possibly recovering from drug or alcohol use as self medication for the pain we experienced growing up being spiritually murdered by our own “family”.
My heart goes out to all of you #scapegoats 💛💪 I see you

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I guess INFJ’s can be pretty scary if you’re evil or you’re hiding something because we see it right away and we have a disdain for people lacking in moral integrity.
“You’re supposed to keep yourself in line. Do you even bother to look at the big picture? Like what would happen if everyone behaved like that? Deceptively, taking what you can at another’s expense, selfishness, on a societal level it causes paranoia, fear, aggression…So how can you choose to be part of the problem.” That’s why it annoys us so much. Because it’s so obviously against humanity. You’re choosing to team up against humanity? You’re choosing to betray humanity? We have a serious disdain for that.

We typically avoid confrontation because we believe in a live-and-let-live way of life. But if a moral line is crossed that threatens the safety or well-being of others , INFJ’s will likely take action or be hard pressed not to.
But we also see the good and we love that. And we love to show our appreciation and support for people who we see are genuinely doing good things and aren’t being manipulative. We feel that showing appreciation and support to the good is just as important as standing against the evil.
These things are very important to us. Harmony, truth, clarity, teamwork, sportsmanship, honesty, honesty, honesty, The ability to release yourself of ego and question oneself and the world around them without the bias of pride, social conformity, or personal benefit, for the…DIVINE sake of truth-seeking, clarity, and understanding.

We don’t judge awkwardness, “nerdiness”, “geekiness”, appearance, hardship, mistakes, ignorance, naivety, low intelligence, high intelligence. We’re more likely to find these things endearing or lovable.
We pretty much only judge malice, evil, and intent to deceive or manipulate with malicious intent, intent to harm, bullying…I think that’s about it. These are the only things we perceive to be worthy of judgment or maybe more accurately; appropriate, necessary, or even acceptable to be judged.
And we absolutely love and cherish this miracle of life even thru the pain and we believe everyone should be free to enjoy it to their fullest.✌️

Oh, and for every hundred people in the world there are roughly only one male and one female INFJ. So if you encounter someone who might fit this description, try not to judge what may be unfamiliar to you, just be human. ✌️ 🙏🏼💛

-Ryan Daigler INFJ-A 5w4 (so/sx)

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It goes like this: #Narcissist abuses their victim into a nervous breakdown, then uses that nervous breakdown to discredit their victim’s testimony of the abuse.
“Don’t listen to them, they’re crazy. See?”

Whats crazy is how they get away with it. It’s like people don’t want to believe how ugly the truth really is, so they believe the narcissist’s lies. “Oh, just a crazy person. Sad.” We need to start assuming “crazy” = abuse victim.

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Shaming a person for responding to abuse with anger while ignoring what the abuser did to provoke them is next-level victim-blaming and gaslighting.

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One of the lesser-talked-about effects from spending years in survival mode, all of your energy is conditioned to activate when survival is at stake. You learn to function under threat, urgency, and fear—not desire, curiosity, or choice. So when the abuse finally ends and you’re in a safe place, the nervous system doesn’t suddenly come back online. It often does the opposite. You feel empty. Exhausted. Unmotivated. Tasks that aren’t urgent or survival-linked don’t trigger energy release. “Wanting” feels unimportant, not because you don’t care, but because wanting was unsafe or irrelevant for so long. Now your system is relearning how to mobilize without the constant threat. This isn’t laziness. It’s a predictable outcome of prolonged danger. If this resonates, know this: your system kept you alive. Show yourself some understanding — and respect. You deserve it.

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1. Love Bombing Phase
This is the hook—where the covert narcissist appears kind, understanding, insightful, and even “empathic.”
What it looks like:
They mirror your values, dreams, and insecurities.
They compliment your intelligence, depth, or uniqueness—feeding what you most long to be seen for.
They appear to be emotionally available, even vulnerable, and deeply invested in you.
They often present themselves as victims of past abuse to elicit your sympathy and make you feel “safe” with them.
Why they do it:
To create a strong emotional bond.
To earn your trust quickly.
To gather personal information they will later weaponize.

2. Subtle Devaluation Begins (Still Looks Like “Support”)
Once you’re emotionally invested, the covert narcissist slowly starts shifting the dynamic—but in a way that’s plausibly deniable.
Tactics:
Slightly critical “observations” disguised as concern or advice:
“You might want to be careful how you come off to others…”
“I know you mean well, but that probably didn’t land the way you think.”
Undermining your self-perception in subtle ways:
“You’re kind of sensitive, aren’t you?”
“You always need things to be perfect.”
Giving unsolicited feedback that doesn’t match your behavior, or exaggerating faults.
What’s happening:
They’re planting seeds of self-doubt.
They’re training you to second-guess yourself and become dependent on their version of reality.
They’re quietly building a case to justify the next phases of control.

3. Gradual Domination & Diminishment
Now, their feedback becomes more frequent, harsher, and less grounded in reality.
Shifting goalposts:
They change their expectations and criticize you for not meeting them—even if they never told you what they were.
Micromanaging your behavior or self-expression:
Tone-policing.
Telling you your reactions are "over the top" or "irrational."
Creating confusion through contradictions:
What they praised you for earlier, they now criticize.
They start saying things like, “You used to be more [insert trait they miss because now they’ve stomped it out].”

4. Boundary Testing & Pushback
Eventually, you start noticing the pattern. You express discomfort, push back, or set boundaries.
Their response:
“You’re being defensive.”
“You just don’t want to hear the truth.”
“I was only trying to help.”
“Why are you making me out to be the bad guy?”
Twist the narrative:
They position themselves as the rational, calm truth-teller and you as the emotionally unstable or overly sensitive one.
They may also “confide” in mutual friends or colleagues, framing you as the one who's suddenly “difficult” or “changing.”

5. Gaslighting & Image Management
By now, they are doing everything they can to:
Control the narrative:
In public, they are charming, helpful, and reasonable.
Behind closed doors, they continue the subtle degradation, now ramping it up if they sense you slipping away.
Project onto you:
If you call them controlling, they say you’re the one who’s trying to control them.
If you say you feel demeaned, they say you’re too sensitive and just want praise.
Weaponizing your reactions:
Your emotional response (anger, confusion, hurt) becomes their proof that you’re unstable or toxic.
They provoke and then act innocent when you react—feeding their “clean” image while your credibility suffers.

6. Victim Narrative & Verification by Triangulation
If you finally draw a hard boundary or end the relationship:
They play the victim:
“I did everything for them, and they turned on me.”
“I was just trying to be honest with them.”
They seek validation from others:
Telling a selective, polished version of events to mutual friends, family, coworkers.
Sometimes they even preemptively smear you before you cut them off—so when you finally do, others believe they were right about you.

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Covert narcissistic abuse follows a calculated pattern that starts with idealization and ends in destruction—but all under the radar. At first, the narcissist seems supportive, thoughtful, and even vulnerable. Typically showering their target with grandiose compliments and mirrored experiences in an attempt to gain trust. But over time, their compliments give way to subtle criticisms disguised as concern, slowly chipping away at your confidence. When you push back or set boundaries, they flip the script—claiming you're overly sensitive or can't handle feedback—while continuing to gaslight, distort reality, and maintain a spotless public image.
Let’s take a closer look at this very consistent pattern : 🧵

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Fixating on someone who’s minding their own business, repeatedly forcing yourself into their personal space until they assert a boundary, then playing the victim and smear-campaigning them as the attacker is psychotic and deeply predatory behavior.

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It’s hard to believe, but for a malignant narcissist, the ultimate “win” is seeing a victim pushed to the point of suicide. It’s not just about control—it’s about total domination over someone else’s reality. They get a perverse thrill from knowing they’ve broken a person so completely that they’ve erased their sense of self.
It’s also about the story they get to tell afterward. If the victim dies by suicide, the narcissist can spin it as proof that the victim was “troubled”, “crazy,” and that they “did everything they could”, cementing themselves as untouchable while erasing the victim’s voice entirely. For them, it’s the ultimate confirmation that they can manipulate, destroy, and rewrite reality to suit their narrative.
It’s horrifying, but this is why protecting mental health and raising awareness about these people isn’t just important—it’s a matter of humanity and survival.

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The shared fantasy (sometimes called a folie à deux) refers to a psychological bubble a narcissist tries to create with others.

A narcissist constructs an idealized story about reality — who they are, what they’ve accomplished, who the “good” and “bad” people are — and then pressures others to participate in and reinforce that story.
Key elements:
- Grandiose narrative – “I’m exceptional, mistreated, uniquely insightful, morally superior, etc.”
- Assigned roles – People are cast as loyal supporters, villains, jealous enemies, or helpless dependents.
- Emotional coercion – Disagreement is treated as betrayal, cruelty, or stupidity.
- Reality distortion – Facts that contradict the narrative are ignored, reinterpreted, or attacked.

Why it’s called “shared”:
The fantasy only works if other people go along with it. The narcissist seeks validation, agreement, and emotional alignment so the false reality feels stable and unquestioned.

Common signs you’re inside one:
- You feel pressure to agree with obvious distortions
- Criticism of the narcissist feels forbidden or dangerous
- Certain people are treated as permanent “enemies” regardless of evidence
- Your own perceptions start feeling doubtful or unsafe
Functionally, it protects the narcissist’s self-image and regulates their emotions by outsourcing reality to the group.

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The shared fantasy that a narcissist makes about the person they are attacking or smear campaigning or trying to vilify,
IS NOT BASED ON REALITY.
It’s a very strange and personal dark fantasy the narcissist is creating and wants to validate by convincing others to go along with it. This is what they want to believe. This is actually their fantasy.
Truly, the shared fantasy only serves to reveal what is going on in the narcissist head.
It does not reveal anything about the person the narcissist is trying to vilify.

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Narcissistic abuse is psychological violence. Don’t believe that? Here’s the damage long-term gaslighting and narcissistic abuse typically leave behind.
Cognitive
- Chronic self-doubt (“Am I overreacting?”) - Second-guessing memories and perceptions
- Difficulty making decisions without reassurance
- Mental fog, rumination, looping thoughts
Emotional
- Persistent anxiety and hypervigilance
- Shame without a clear source
- Emotional numbness or shutdown
- Sudden guilt when asserting needs Behavioral
- Over-explaining, over-justifying
- Apologizing reflexively
- People-pleasing / fawning
- Avoidance of conflict at all costs
- Freezing or dissociating under pressure Relational
- Expectation of bad intent from others
- Trouble trusting kindness
- Tolerance of boundary violations
- Feeling responsible for others’ emotions Identity
- Eroded sense of self
- Loss of preferences, opinions, goals
- Feeling “hollow” or undefined
- Confusion about what’s normal vs abusive
- CPTSD
- Startle response
- Somatic symptoms (GI issues, headaches, fatigue)
- Trauma bonding and grief for the abuser
This isn’t weakness, this is trauma from long term psychological abuse

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A very disturbing trait of narcissists, typically those with strong envy and psychopathic tendencies, is their ability to mimic the people they envy while simultaneously trying to destroy them. Often called mirroring, where a narcissist mimics someone else's personality, mannerisms, interests, and even life choices. This isn’t done out of admiration but rather out of a need to consume that person’s identity and then replace them. It’s almost like psychological identity theft. At the same time, they seek to undermine the original person through gaslighting, lies, and smear campaigns. They attack the very person they are copying, trying to break their confidence and make them question their own identity. By eliminating the original they ”take ownership” of the traits they are mimicking. It is profoundly disturbing when you witness someone doing this to you.

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The malignant narcissist has to convince everyone you’re a bad person to take the focus off the way they treated you and their own abusive behavior.