GIRLHOOD is going shopping & then being excited to go home & look at what you just got even though you literally just saw it at the store where you got it
“But you survived” NO I disassociate, like A LOT. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. And I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.
i lied, i didn't go to sleep, i actually stayed up all night with tears rolling down my face wondering why i'm never good enough for anyone and what i did to deserve all of this.