Damien

relapsed 💔 | cw: 175lbs lw: 125lbs ugw: 90lbs |
he/him - 22

[Damien @DamienCalz]

unpinning at 90lbs/40kg 🦨

[Damien @DamienCalz]

making up for the amount of calz ive had this week 😭😭

[Damien @DamienCalz]

ive eaten way too much during my holiday, so I’m trying to make up for it.

[Damien @DamienCalz]

fr im currently on day 3 of my holiday and my double chin is back. literally losing my fucking mind.

[sweet angel baby @disciplinegirI]

3 days of overeating is enough to undo a week and half of progress I’m genuinely so upset

[Damien @DamienCalz]

@n0tforex1stance rip starving interrupted you were the warehouse of my biggest triggers

[M @fatangrybunni]

How it feels posting on #edrtwt without a thousand mutuals and bmi of -11

[Damien @DamienCalz]

my bf just told me he keeps counting calories and i dont know what to do to get him to stop 😭 i dont want him going down the ED spiral like me, literally what do i do !!!!

[˚ . 𝞋𝞎𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚୭ৎ˚ . @lacehymn3]

im so jealous of naturally skinny people who don’t gain weight

[Damien @DamienCalz]

@sky82much i use my middle name 😭

[Damien @DamienCalz]

@flxttershy_0 my dad used to be a gymbro and im convinced he had an ED and just didnt know tbh. like he used to go on runs for 2 hours minimum a day and went to the gym 6 days a week. he also only ate lettuce, tuna, chicken and brown bread for a majority of my childhood

[Damien @DamienCalz]

i WILL lose 10lbs in July 🫶🫶 (manifesting) (probably lying) (fuck it lets find out)

[mae ᢉ𐭩 @honeyhourz]

talking about your ed with your irl when you’re not underweight feels like this

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

"edtwt is so scary"

the average edtwt post:

[Damien @DamienCalz]

@euthanisedangel about 2 years ago i used to walk around 10k - 20k steps a day and was completely fine but now i was 5k and im in bits 😭 its so hard getting back into it after slipping out for so long

[Damien @DamienCalz]

ive never been more jealous than i am of people who have a low sw 😿 like your fattest was me on a good day

[Damien @DamienCalz]

thinking about that time a group of people id completely cut off made an effort to find my edtumblr and sent it to my bf telling him that they were “so worried” about me even though they knew i had an ED and literally never gaf until i stopped talking to them :/

[Damien @DamienCalz]

failed at losing weight this june and the outfit i had planned for a concert next week still doesnt fit 💔this was horrifically humbling

[cat 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ @munchingkittyy]

i am no longer a person who binges i don’t identify with binging

[Damien @DamienCalz]

@fa_29z when i was at my lw (125lbs) my dad straight with a fully straight face that he thought i was 85lbs?? like literally what are you talking about