My phone has been blowing up with texts from my siblings calling me dramatic, but for the first time in my life, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest.
most of my life has mostly consisted of my eyes glued to a digital screen, watching people online have excitement in their lives as opposed to me. these past few years, it truly does feel iโm a bystander in my own life. during dinner breaks at college, i feel invisible.
I actually went all in on creating and editing in a way that I like not what I feel like the people or the algorithm wants to see. I feel like at a point I lost that. Iโve always loved editing and creating but felt the pressure to do what I had to in order to grow.
HJold every one you can.Wust close your eyes and hold your breathโPerhaps theyโre hiding quietly.
Aith nothing left to see,
Ind if you wake to silence,
Fn the middle of the night.
Aor stars are easy things to lose
Snd guard your little light,
o sleep now, little dreamer,