Fun fact
The ex I gave a black eye too, told me that in my sleep, I always rolled over and slapped him in the face dead in my sleep all the time. Even in my sleep I chose violence with him ๐
Thereโs a darkness inside me that I just canโt conquer and it scares me everyday. Maybe Iโd JUst be better off if I gave into it.... this fight takes a toll I canโt face anymore
Youโll reach out to anyone except the ones that where there for you the most. And that hurts. Thatโs not you facing your issues, thatโs you continually running from them. I hate how much love and support I gave you. I wish I could take it back and left you lost.