TIMES I'VE COMMITTED SUICIDE THIS YEAR: 242. Pinnacle of male hysteria. I have strong negative feelings towards @Endoxis_ and @phonyqueenmari and myself.
@foztour Actually fairs but you might as well mute the word suicide killing myself and my life is shit from me because shit not changing until my raggedy ass life get better
Tiktoker: excuse me sir, suicide or double it and give it next to the next guy
Me: double it and guve it to the next guy
Tiktoker: excuse me sir, two suicide or double it and give it next to the next guy
Me with a mustache: ill gladly take that
@heamophilic Yeah, I get it lmao you're not alone in feeling this way. I don't wanna doompost in detail about how shit and pointless life is because its kind of unhelpful for me to say, so I will say that life does get better, maybe a bit later than you needed it but it does change
@heamophilic To be honest yeah I get it. Life is just bleak as fuck and there never feels like there's any reprieve its just constant shit after shit after rock bottom and rock bottom
@heamophilic Preesh homie. I've been practicing by doing preacher curls and then then hitting myself with the bar and then doing incline dumbbell presses then dropping the dumbbells on my face (I've been trying to kill myself)