Dar

I need some beer.. some good cold beer.

Mastering the art of #brainblurt

One step smarter than yesterday.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

I have been thinking what if..
What if things had worked with the BL girl..
although i'm still enjoying my life, but that question hit me tonight..

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i'm not saying i dont feel grateful.
it just seems hollow knowing your income is just for your bills.
i'm just sitting between.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

my right ball is feeling hot and i keep on peeing every 30 minute.

i hope this is just some normal ball acts.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i even forgot to celebrate my birthday last week..
well, things are going as far as you know.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

less is more.
more is enough.
enough is less.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i have been blessed with a lot of things.
so i decide to live on with this blessing.
life can't go any worse.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i really want to have extra fun outside. i mean some fresh air and beer.
but then i remember the bills, the kid and the whole situation.
then i remain staying at home.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

After these weird weeks, i decided to live on.
I have more to work on my life.
I have been too easy with myself.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

if we keep doing the things we love, then we will not end up talking about the things we don't love.

we don't have time to do that. we are busy doing things we love.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i clearly don't want to keep blurry photos in my folders.
after all, they're just old crushes.
some are still good, but most of them are done.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

between 2016 - 2018, they were the stars, the main targets.
now they are just some regular women.
they're good. and that's all.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

i have concrete evidence how men can stay focus on young cute girls.
men always look for cute young females. well, maybe it's just me.
i have been viewing my old folders, and i can make sure that i'm right.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

After one funny weekend, i decide to let the Devil take the blame.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

I realized how i have been losing sleep lately.
I said because of those fish tanks, they need regular water changing. And i have lost myself in helpless activities.

I don't recognize myself anymore lately.
Need to reduce my fish massively.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

Actually i have to thank myself for making such mistakes that i can learn from them.
Learning to save myself from any further stupidity in the future.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

I put my kid's wellness as my primary. But what can i do to make ways when the odds are against us?

[Dar @DariusNevy]

The cost of good result is pricey.
You have to make the whole effort while hoping for things to work out.

[Ascension Masculine @AscensionM4]

There is a Japanese Legend that says

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[Dar @DariusNevy]

trust the detour.

[Dar @DariusNevy]

I have no idea that having a son is such a huge different kind of game.
Playing with him, watching him sleep, and every other activity with him.
I'm a blessed man.