I have a serious problem with showing emotions. Everybody around me is okay with that,but me... No. Just no. I can't. Too much of my soul would be revealed.
I just ordered #Nespresso pods, worth of 94 USD. I seriously need help with my #coffee addiction.
And also...I don't even have Nespresso machine...Just an adapter for Dolce Gusto. ๐ More money saved, so it could be spend on coffee. ๐
I sometimes regret that I'm a friend with this gay guy. He is soooo whiny,overreactive,posessive and such a cry baby, that I can't sometimes and tell him,what the fuck I mean,rudely, but I just can't with this. He is so in love with himself and lost in self pity,it's embarassing.
Fuck everyone's opinions. You have the right to tell,what the fuck you mean. They are not going to treat you better,they'll always tell you their own opinion, without care. If they don't love you for you, you don't need them.
I am so tired of that covid situation. And our government...that would be waste of words. They're making fun of us,it's been a year and nothing has changed. How am I supposed to live my life freely with all those restrictions?? How am I supposed to be happy and enjoy life with
or kill myself and not deal with this anymore. Thank God, I'm not in the bad depression like 5 years ago. This would be a total disaster for me. But,what's the point of living,when you basically live in dictatorship?? I don't see many reasons for it. At least,I'm not alone.
You can think,whatever you want,but I'm sick of those face masks,restrictions and stupid government decisions and I feel like their slave. I'm not an American,but I think,that this is a global problem, bigger,than the virus itself.
Yes,I am rude sometimes. Because I can't hold that anger inside of me. Years and years of trying, hearing "yeah,you're really good" but nothing changes. They don't see me. They don't see my work,they don't care. Stupid shit gets more recognition, than my true art. Unbelievable.
When I read my own tweets, I seem like a totally different person,just because here,I'm honest and I say whatever it's on my mind. That's probably the other girl inside of me.
Don't be jelaous,that I own something better than you. You should be happy for me,instead you're trying to convince me,that it's not that awesome. Wrong move from you,pal.
I know,I say this a lot,but it's true. Stupid,fucking people will let you down. Every-fucking-time. Again today. It seems like I only have this kind of shits around me.
I just had to tell my father to not be rude on my mom. He's always complaining about her,but he never say something nice. And that's exactly what I told him. Hope it had some effect. I'm sick of this.