I will not ever accept hating on white womens beauty. Saying white women are beautiful doesnt mean other races of women are not. Women from all races are beautiful, but for some reason its acceptable to tear down white women. Anyone doing that is ugly af
She’s also scared of choosing wrong and being miserable in her marriage.
She knows she only has one shot at this because divorce is not an option and if it does come to that she will not be remarrying.
The real reason is that she doesn’t feel worthy (which gives low self esteem but I swear it isn’t).
She just wants a certain kind of man and she believes she still has a lot of work to do to “deserve” that.
Which sounds so male centered …ugh, I don’t care.