I give up.There's no woman in this world would ever even think about loving a nice and loyal guy like me.The bad boys that starts fights and have motorcycles are popular these days.I don't think i can compete with that.I'm too nice and loyal.
My girlfriend told me to off myself.๐ฅ๐Wtf is wrong with her?Makes me wonder if I do exactly what she says if anybody would miss me or if i'd be forgotten.Would everyone be better off.I don't really know what to think anymore.๐
I need to change everything about myself.I'm too nice and honest.I'm even ugly.I tried being myself but it only got me used and my heart broken.If the only way I can find love is to change and be bad and mean than that is what i'm gonna do.
The truth is i'm not a vtuber,handsome,cool or popular.I'm just a loser that spent years looking for someone that is actually real.
I got cheated on,left,scammed and everything else in the handbook.I don't have money to play with.I have bills to pay.I'm giving up on love.๐ฅ๐
Does love even exist??I highly doubt it.I been doing everything to search for that special somebody.I am loyal,honest,caring,and loving but that's not what women want these days.Only bad boys that likes to start fights,ride motorcycles,drive fast cars,and mistreat them.
Ok I know that being nice and loyal won't get me anywhere in life.I'm so damn ugly I now know that i'm unlovable.๐I can't even pay a woman to be my girlfriend.
I tried dating apps,going to public places,posting,and all kinds of stuff but still no https://t.co/x8oynYGcfT's finally clear to me https://t.co/aPsYDrU29W's not meant for me to ever in my miserable life to find life.
I might change my appearance and personality and then I might get a girlfriend that would actually be interested.The old me was way too nice and loyal anyways.
It's funny how love works.I can't find anybody that will even look at me or even give me a chance but if I looked like Edward or Jacob from Twilight people will be messaging me nonstop.I feel like it's all about the looks thesedays.๐ค๐โค๏ธโ๐ฉน