Darling ⭐️ves

Call me Darling| 20| very new to edtwt| not particularly active

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

New pin woo
20🩷
5’7
Aroace non-binary
sw:267lbs
Cw:252lbs
Gw:160lbs
Ugw: 130lb or lower

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Decided I’m gonna create a savings account that I can only use if I drop 60lbs cause apparently my only incentive will ever be money

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Eating disorder unit LMAO love being a psych major

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I hate the taste of peanuts but the kinds thins are actually good 😭- it’s a tiny bar and 90cal
I ate one while I was literally starving and didn’t feel hungry till like midnight that night
now I get when people say nuts are good protein I just wish I liked them more

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Finally changed my age lol- turned 20 a month ago, no longer a teenage dirt bag just a normal dirtbag

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Literally my worst fear- like can I drop 60 before June please?? It’s possible if I just- focus on school and work? I have treadmill in my room now I can pop headphones in and just zone out

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I’m going abroad in the summer and I really don’t wanna be the fat bitch in the dorm oml- like I wanna be able to go out and not feel compared

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Like hell- maybe I’ll see a doctor

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I know I said no more medical routes but hypothetically what would happen if I got a a doctor to prescribe me Ozempic? Like what if 😭

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I miss quarantine I dropped like 20 pounds in such a short amount of time 😭- I look back at photos and I’m like “damn what happened”

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

What is the most restrictive diet I can go on without others noticing? I live in a household of 4 btw and we eat most meals separately

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I hate my fat distribution highkey- my arms and legs are so normal it’s like it’s all focused on my middle- built like a dodo bird

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

My new job makes me wanna stress eat so bad it’s ruining my resolve

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

I remember I lost 10 pounds in a week on that pre-op diet- think I’m gonna pick it back up again
Basically two protein shakes and 3oz of protein at dinner + hella water

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

@caloriemilf You’re actually an inspiration oml I need this type of transformation

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Anyways I need to lose 60lbs as soon as possible anyone have any ideas?

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[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Long time no chat- I’ve been gone and mentally unwell so it’s back on the grind 😎

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

When I said I’m not gonna very active I didn’t mean this long 💀

Anyways depressive episode is over for now let’s get back on the grind

[Darling ⭐️ves @Darlingimmortal]

Putting that psych major to good use and trying out fear conditioning with food