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[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Ya tuhan kangennn tuhan aku capek beri aku kekuatan mu tuhan supaya aku tetap bisa bernafas

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Harus cerita sama sapa Tuhan?aku pen nangis aku ya merasa kehilangan tuhan...tapi ya gmn aku gamau ovt itu bakal nyiksa aku sendiri aku capek kudu kuat?aaaa gila udh aku ga kuat aku pgn idup cuman kenapa sekelilingku bikin aku sakit trs?its so toxic

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Apaan sih sedih bgt ya tuhan anak yg tdk diharapkan, anak salah pergaulan, anak haram beda agama ,lahir ortu kesusahan, ga diakui, ga tanggung jawab , ditinggalin, miskin,menderita ,apa lagi?tenang tuhan kasih kamu kehppy ntar waktu gede?bulshit happy?aa sakit tuhan cape aku cape

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Ya tuhan kenapa sih?apaa?

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Suek bgt dh gtw lagi ya tuhan
Yakin sih Tuhan bakal memelihara but not this time !

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Bukan ga merasa kehilangan...ngerasa y kerasa bgt anj ya cm sakit men klo diinget n itu bs bkn otak mikir trs capek bro...otak k aneh suka deg"an sndiri mknya dr stu udh lah ga ush bhs lg , bhs itu sm aja bikin aku kumat pikiranya n bkl ngerasa oky w g layak jn brharap berlebihan

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Anjing bgt

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Pergi jauh dan mendapatkan kehidupan yg lebih baik

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

now what is the purpose of my life... my hopes are all gone, I can't cry I can only hide

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Pasti sembuh dll bulshit .
TOLONG LAH WEY .....
TOLONG

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

AKU GARELA KALAU DIA PERGI...AKU PEGEN MATI JUGA .
APA DIPIKIR HIDUP GACAPEK?KAMU MIKIR GA SIH...
HIDUP DGN EKSPETASI YG TINGGI...DAN KAMU RENDAHKAN, ANEH KAMU ANEH TAU GA?

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Tapi aku ga rela....tapi kasihan dia...apa aku egois?aku itu capek...mungkin kalian pada gatau kondisi ku tapi aku bener" kesakitan.... Aku ga butuh kasihan kalian...jangan ngasihin aku...aku capek aku capek....trs aku harus gmn?apa tuhan giman tuhan tolong lah tolong tuhannn....

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

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[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

I'm sorry and feel sorry... why is that... why... what did I do wrong... my heart hurts, god is choking etc. I'm tired I'm tired I'm sad and I can't cry

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

i am ready i will be willing i feel sorry for her who always survive i hope i will be fine... yes i will be fine... i will be strong... maybe i will be the worst child there is

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Do you know when your heart is stabbed? until you can't breathe it hurts

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

it does not matter
already lonely need love ... often given trials ... what do you want to make me become? delinquent? are you god or not? okay i believe in you god... you are my god but you always mean to me

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

please god give her health
whatever I have give her... I'm useless without her... are you really making me suffer here?

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

I'm tired I'm tired God
I'm not strong I'm not strong
tomorrow's a test and you give a challenge today..what should i do?cry?it's so embarrassing
I can't tell anyone I always tell on my account I don't know I'm tired I'm tired

[i_matchaU @DarsThee]

Okay pasrah dan merelakan emg yg terbaik
Okay its ok god its okay
I trust you
I believe you is my god
I believe and i waiting mujizat mu its okay n thankyou god i waiting u