It doesnโt matter how fine you are. How good of a person you are. How much money you have. How well you treat them. How much you show up for a them. Them cheating is a reflection of their own insecurities and demons. It has nothing to do with you.
Youโre 30+ with no kids. Left your home town. Ainโt no snow outside. You barely put up a Christmas tree. Of course it doesnโt feel like Christmas. ๐ค