My boyfriend ran me a candle lit bath to “relax”. But I was bored, felt like I was laying in filth not getting clean, I’m too short to lay down so now my freshly washed hair is wet. Left the bath feeling more stressed than before. Relaxing isn’t for me. The thought was cute tho.
I’ve not gotten a new tattoo, piercing or changed my hair in years. So this tells me that I am mentally cured. No longer unstable.
And no, I don’t need a second opinion.
Today, I hate everything. Want to throw all my belongings out, new wardrobe and cheese grate my whole stomach and face off. So obviously, I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ll be starting my period tomorrow.
Can we talk about the mental damage this does? The disappointment teaches you to not have expectations & to not feel those emotions of excitement out of fear of being let down, again. Your word is everything! Please stop making promises you can’t keep or don’t intend on keeping.
Was meant to go to a rave today. Weather said it might rain so stayed in, played Zelda and watched Netflix with a lil wine until 1am instead. I feel so old and pathetic.