Donβt ask me why you canβt come back around me if you gave me a hard time while I was already having a hard time. We will NEVER be cool like that again
I donβt know what hurts more being so excited for my baby girl that I feel like Iβm putting my baby boy to the side or that Iβm sad and grieving Jayden when I shouldnβt feel sadness for my baby girl, itβs really hitting me lately. I feel selfish. I hate this.
I always wonder how Jayden would look now and how big he would be. Would he have curly hair like me ? Or would he have a dimple like my brothers ? Ughh grief sucks.