“breakdown.” OUT NOW!!! 🖤
I wrote this song because it’s been the hardest year for me mentally. I feel myself changing and throughout my life I’ve never felt good enough, it’s just been the main thing that on the one hand has driven me forward but on the other, has eaten me up. For as long as I can remember I have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark.
It’s always been so hard to me fight the darkness that I inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to allow it to exist and to deal with it as a constant.
A lot of us can feel like our lives are insignificant. We can feel like we have no purpose, so what is there to live for? The inexplicable darkness inside our heads can consume us. It can make it hard to get out of bed in the morning, force us to cancel plans, or back out of opportunities last minute.
This song was written as a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and that the world is so much bigger than me.
In the past my art has been about highlighting the pain and letting the world know that it is there, in order to relate to others but now I want to beat it. This song is a gateway to where my new music is heading.
Embracing the light, realising what’s beautiful in the world and fighting the darkness - not wallowing in it.
It’s about getting out of your head and noticing the world around you, the things and people. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time and life potential.
Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. You’re probably living more than you think.
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THE GAME CONTINUES...
Ffs she escaped I hope she comes back in saw 11 so John can kill her himself. Ypu know you have a fantastic bad guy/girl when you what nothing more than for them to die
@machinegunkelly Take time colson for you
Do what you do best project your heart soul and flames into your music
I love you Colston just remember to keep breathing
@machinegunkelly Take time for your own well being
Take time to sit down and breath
Take time to do atleast one thing a day that makes you happy
Hug your loved ones
Take your girl for a meal
It's very important to distract the mind.
Meditation is one of the most powerful tools for anxiety.