Bea Gillespie

A whimsical woman’s public diary—life, love & complicated loyalty. Side B: the unfiltered track, where I say what I’m still learning to admit.

[Sense and Sensibility @sensemovie]

A gentleman always pays the compliment of attention. SENSE AND SENSIBILITY in theaters Friday.

[COCO @TWOTIMESABITCH]

i heard someone say “nothing destroys a relationship faster than watching your partner show up for other people in ways that they don’t show up for you” and that’s the part that kills relationships because they have the capability, they just chose not to provide for you.

[®️ @fuckyourtwitt3r]

No ex ever told me “nobody gone want you”... they knew better.

[Bea Gillespie @DearDiarySideB]

@theylovefrann all that yapping men do about money and women....and it still wont stop me from asking. TF. been spoiled, always gon be spoiled. and I like to spoil. I dont ask for anything i cannot ALSO give...so they poor as$es can gtfo!

[5 ☆ @theylovefrann]

So niggas don’t want us to ask for money unless we are giving them pussy but if we ask for the money after the pussy we are prostitues??? WHAT IS HAPPENING???

[𝐘𝐯𝐞𝐬 @thenayvuiiiton]

Dating in your 30s is WILD because why are we still dealing with lying, cheating, ghosting, and grown adults whose friends help them live double lives?! 😭😭

Like baby, aren't we supposed to be discussing mortgages, marriage, and retirement plans by now?! 😂

[Paris Finesse @parisfinesse]

To be misaligned, unevenly yoked… whatever you want to label it — in the core foundational areas is what will turn that fun lil ‘dream’ into a nightmare. When you are aligned & can pour into one another like a well that doesn’t run dry, the synchronicity is mind blowing and the relationship will be easy. Not easy in the sense that shhh won’t happen but easy in the sense that it’s home… it’s your safe space… it’s heaven & there’s no place you’d rather be.
✨And I want to be clear, I’m not even talking about sex yet! For my newbies, know that we promote semen retention & energy transmutation here. AND HERE’S WHY: you’ll attempt to cultivate from that great sexual chemistry w/ someone who has great qualities & still not for you, but good sex & good company will have you ignore all the red flags & attempt to farm on bad soil. The intention was set! So you are planting fruits & getting back onions! As a man you’re laboring on bad soil(not bad, but not intended for you). As a woman you’re producing much fruit & yet he doesn’t want to do the work to gather the harvest.
Love! Love loud! Love abundantly! But know the difference between the love you bestow to everyone and the love you give to your Beloved.

Circa July 13, 2023 #HeCallsMeEden #Alignment #BeEncouraged

[Bea Gillespie @DearDiarySideB]

@PISCESPRADA Ase!!!!

[jynx @miiagarro]

i’m single that man did not love me

[𝓢𝓱𝓪𝔂𝔂𝔂 🧚🏾‍♀️✨✨ @_iamhershayyy]

A ngga will apologize just to get you BACK comfortable, then go right back to the SAME sht. 😭 Sis, an APOLOGY without CHANGE is just another damn PERFORMANCE.‼️🤏🏾😮‍💨

[Just Esther @Just__Esther]

I don’t expect a man to do anything for me, but I’ll always choose the one who does it willingly.

[Bea Gillespie @DearDiarySideB]

@The_emotional_T

[Dry land Tourist 🌟 @The_emotional_T]

Sorry but my first instinct is to never believe a man

[Bea Gillespie @DearDiarySideB]

@duhitszareahh_ i paid more for them groceries he finna cook. oh please!

[‏ً @itsnwts]

I fully believe being with the wrong partner can make you physically sick.

[A 🇦🇪 @tutututuulip]

Marry a man who is intentional about you.

He calls.
He checks in.
He makes plans.
He keeps his word.
He makes you feel wanted.

You deserve a love you never have to chase.

[Eniolacore💋💗 @pretty_eni26]

I love loverboys. Top tier. Rest of you should be in a zoo.