DebbieFish

I lost a bee. She/Her (IC #SWLRP, not a real person)

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So where have I been? Well for about two months I was in a coma. My heart wasn't beating, I had severe brain damage, but somehow I was still alive. They did a lot of tests, and determined that the heart itself was the problem, preventing anima healing.

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Welp. Guess it's a good thing I'm stuck in here.

Can I even get sick? Not worth testing it

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I feel like I should make clear that I'm not on desk duty, I'm on Desk Duty. Using those Illuminati Capital Letters gets it across better.

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To give you an idea of how secure this location is: *rats* can't get in here. Believe me, a friend has tried.

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Uuuuuuuugh

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I hope @Sark_LMN80 is doing well. Even after what he did to me, I still miss him. I got so used to having that constant connection that I feel its absence. He doesn't get to use twitter much these days, but I guess it never really was his thing.

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@Eisengekusst @RyeSaffron Yeah no not messing with that stuff. That's why there's an insane copy of my soul made of raw anima out there causing trouble.

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@Eisengekusst @RyeSaffron Probably for the best.

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@GreytideSkye Again, secure site. Also probably unlikely given my current resources. But...something to consider once I'm a bit more free.

Ugh I need to get back to field work

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How does it feel to lose your soul? They say I still have mine but I'm not so sure.

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@GreytideSkye Too impersonal. Killing someone in a fight is one thing. I have to be really, really angry to just kill someone.

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@GreytideSkye I feel like some part of the metaphor was lost on me.

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@GreytideSkye I mean I don't understand what Xiao's 99 Favor Dumplings has to do with this

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Turns out this account is actually key to hiding myself from her. She imposed a perception filter on me so I couldn't see her activity when posting as me. That same protocol could be inverted to hide me from her.

Or at least that's my understanding, I'm not the technowizard

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@GreytideSkye Working on it. Currently I'm on desk work in a secure facility until they're positive I can go outside without attracting the attention of a vengeful clairvoyant free-floating anima entity.

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@GreytideSkye So it's just standard depression then? Shit.

...says something about our lives now that I consider soul loss a more solvable problem

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@DJ_Chemic That's basically my background music right now. Hard to feel moved when you're already there.

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Unrelated, #BirdsOfPrey is awesome and the only time I've felt actual joy since the incident.

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Medusa stepped back in to run the Book Club during my extended absence. I think she was bored of retirement.